I got asked this question by my coach/training partner/friend Ellie, about 3 weeks ago..to be more specific...this was the question:
What would being 300 lbs (or under) look like, feel like, be like when I can attain this healthy goal in my life?
I have struggled with this question since asked...why? cause every answer i came up with was about what i would like to others...it was nothing about what i would be and look like to God and the real reason why i was doing this...so as of today...i still cannot answer this question in words...because every answer i am getting from my argument in my head is about my selfish sinful depraved nature...no worry.. no more condemnation, just a lot of conviction...as i process through this question, my prayer is that God really reveals to me what and why am i hoping to get to this goal...
on a personal note, i weighed the same weight when i returned from my trip...344 lbs....yet, since being back...and since starting a new healthier menu (no fried foods and no soda, plenty fruits and veges) i was at 340 today....but that's only weight...probably all water...and that is why i struggle with this question...i am more worried about a number than i am the reason....
keep me in prayer as i go through this season...
Blessings to all!!!
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